friends forever

this is a story that happen just few days back..


my friends which have been my best companion n rival, appears after 6 years since ive move out from ipoh up until now..


we've been friends since form 1, means that it have been 9 years of friendship..


yah, it happens to be that ONLY ME that stated our relationship as a friends but not for him!


it happens to be that, all this while, he had CONVERSELY think+consider me as his GF?


omg! its really shock! i mean-past 6years until now?! DUHH!!


okeh, thats one fact that i really can't deal with.

this is another fact he stated;


he said that before this, ( maybe when we're at form1-3), he did not hv a chance to said this bcoz on that years, i've been in a relationship with some other guy--mr.x


duh, the best part was, he said bcoz he didn't hv anything (means that he come from not-so-rich fmily) n thats y i didnt want him on that time and bcoz the guy that i'm in relationship with is the only son in his family, n can be consider as all-have+all can have family, n thats y i'm choosing him..


n after i move out n broke off with him, he thinks that he hv the chance n he trully believe that one day (means now) when we meet again, he can be my BF!!


damn, its trully take my breath off for a sec..
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nono..let me take this things straight okey..


i'm into that guy(mr.x) during form 2..


on that particular time, he's the head of prefect for afternoon session while i'm his assistant..


gosh, no nd to story much abt this..


its really not about the money or material that makes me into him la..


its really abt heart n feeling..


not more than that,


if he want to stated that i'm into that guy bcoz of material consideration, he also need to think, why shoould i let him go, if that is my priority? my family can afford me well so i dont think i need other people to support me lah..


besides, when i'm with that mr.x, ive once make a relationship with Dato's son (scandal?! ngee..aiyo--) n after two weeks of relationship, we broke off also bcoz i dont really felt good with this scandal-mandel things n on that time, i really think abt mr.x feeling n thats y i broke off with him (dato's son)


okeh, if he want to said im into the material, well think twice dear..


that Dato's son is can give more n still, i choose to be with mr.x (on that time la)


uhh..seriously, i really dont consider him much more than a friend..well he's my best friend..


i think he's sulky with me aite now..


to my dear friend, money is really not a matters


the priority is upon the heart n feeling and how it cn transform u to another person as wisely as u should be..


we can still be together but as a friend n thats the limit n border..


its not like i dont like or luv u, yes i do but on the basis of friends only..

FRIENDS FOREVER DEAR!