non-self destruction

post post and post
thats what i'm doing for this past 2 months and a half..
thinking of pursuing master IF i still didnt get a job which means a waste for me :'(
nevermind.
tomorrow is the SPA examination day. didnt post it to fb. quite worry if im not able to do the first stage (referring to the examination)
of course, there's a bunch of people that love to see me down. mourning about things that i have gone through. damn it. like i care.
i admit, it hurt. but sometime, those bunches of skunk is need. for what? burning up the spirit and passion.
just now, i went to faculty. took my TECS cert together with farah's cert. guess what? i got band 5 for my oral but for writing i got band 4. funny right. means that i can speak well but i suck in writing.
many things happen to me. shoot me at every angles that they could. mentally and physically. if it is meant to be the test from Allah, then i will go with the flow.

愛を込めて::veeya::

dont read if it's wasting ur time

seems like it was yesterday when i saw your face. u told me how proud you were but i walked away.if only i knew what i know today.i would hold u in my arms.i would take the pain away.thank u for all you have done, forgive all your mistakes.there is nothing i would not do to hear your voice again.sometimes i want to call u but i know u would not be there.i'm sorry for blaming u for everything that i just could not do and i have hurt myself by hurting u.

some days i feel broke inside but i would not admit, sometimes i just want to hide because it is u i miss. and it is so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this. would u tell me i was wrong? would u try to help me understand? are u looking down upon me? are u proud with who i am? there is nothing i would not do to have just one more chance. to look into your eyes and see u looking back.

if i had just one more day, i would tell u how much that i have missed u since u have been away. it is dangerous because it is so out of line to try and turn back time.

愛を込めて::veeya::

TENSION

bilik abu perlukan dinding kalis bunyi supaya senang sikit nak pasang lagu kuat2..

dan seterusnya dinamakan bilik lepas tension.

愛を込めて::veeya::

rumusan peperiksaan Kedah

assalamualaikum

hari ni baru balik dari kedah. such a fun and adventurous journey. ke sana dengan hanya berbekalkan harapan dan abang Garmin sahaja. semua ikt kecuali en.khalid yang kena buat assignmentnya disaat2 akhir. bertolak at tengahari dalam pukul 12 and arrived at 4pm something. kita rehat kat rnr tapah for almost one hour so the net hour is 3hour la..tengok la sape driver kan kan kan..after that, we checked in at hotel seri malaysia and rehat2 jap. (tq encik Garmin)

after that, dalam pukul 6 camgitu kuar gi pasar malam yang kita terserempak masa on the way to hotel. beli punya beli makan utk malam tu, almost nk magrib baru balik bilik. makan2 time :)

sangat menyelerekan untuk musafir seperti kami ni.

then, malam sikit pergi rumah my friend kat kulim ni gak..dekat2 dengan kawasan ni gak la dengan umi, adik, yubi, daniel and pika. oh! kitorang hello2 pika masa kat night market masa tu. tetibe dia pop out of no where masa kami nak ke parking kete utk ke rumah my friend.

so, dia pun ikt la. mak aih, kemain banyak mak dia masak. nak tak nak makan la gak. ukay xikut bab sakit telinga..didi dan abu pun same, penat kot..

so terpaksa la kami makan dengan banyak nye. then 1030pm balik bilik hotel, borak2 dengan pika, and at about 1130pm something, dy balik. esoknya hantar yubi ke poli for registration and after that, kami balik at about 12lebih something..at about 4pm kita smp la ke BB :)

(sekali lagi, 3jam sebab da tolak berhenti g toilet2 bagai)

tapi before that, kita pergi klinik kesihatan rasa dulu sebab ukay perlukan treatment untuk telinga beliau yang bernanah itu.

sekian sahaja ringkasan daripada saya, BJ untuk hari ni..

nanti kita cerita in details lepas da upload picca ok :)

-mood hari ni tak begitu baik sebab ada orang suke2 nk "menyukekan" sesuatu..puii..-

愛を込めて::veeya::

just quote

be postive

learn to live life with everything you have and surround you

insyaallah

everything will went smoothly

aminnn

愛を込めて::veeya::

Adik Hamzah

malam tadi suruh adik2 yg comel2 ni lipat baju (secara paksa)

kalau tak, takdenya nak lipat..

lepas da lipat tu, my youngest bro, en.Adik, pergilah buat kerja sekolah..

dari atas aku da jerit macam tarzan

"ADIKKKKKKKK..lepas da siap tunjuk kat kak biyah !!! ""

memang mak som la suara aku, kalah ning bajura..

pastu da siap dia bawak la naik suh aku tgk..

bagus2 da siap..aku check balik muka depan..

"ADIKKKK..ni kenapa tak buat lagi? " merujuk kepada soalan subjektif

" ni takpe la. adik nak tiru kawan adik esok"

cis, ayat dia memang xboleh bla, baru pagi tadi, time dorg nk g skola, aku tengok dia tergesa2 nak buat homework.

"AHHHH, xd2..buat sekarang gak..da siap tunjuk"

aku kan kakak..ngeh2..aku pun meneruskan misi melipat baju aku sendiri..

"kak biyah, da siap"

SOALAN:

1. Nyatakan cara-cara untuk mengetahui kekuatan dan kelemahan diri

Kita haruslah mengetahui cara-cara untuk mengetahui kekuatan dan keburukan diri

2. Mengapakah kita perlu mengenal pasti kekuatan dan kelemahan diri?

kerana kita perlu mengenal pasti kekuatan dan kelemahan diri.

3. Bagaimana kamu mengetahui kekuatan dan kelemahan diri?

Kita haruslah mengetahui kekuatan dan kelemahan diri.

ok. memanglah kena gelak first2 dengan aku. pastu, RISE UP THE VOICE !

"ADDIKKKK !!! adik ni nk buat lawak ke apa ni?"

Hamzah : senyap.sengeh2.

sebagai kakak yang penyayang dan prihatin,

" soalan yang no.1 tu patutnya adik jawab la macam kita kena la tanya kawan2 atau ahli keluarga kita. "

" yang soalan no.2 tu patutnya adik jawab la macam untuk kita tahu diri kita ni macam mana"

" pstu yang last skali ni, adik bagitahu la bertanya dengan kawan2 ke, ape ke"

pstu dia turun bawah balik. buat correction.

naik balik, jawapan dia memang sebijik la ikut apa yang aku cakap. part yang tak blh bla nya bila word "kawan-kawan" tu dia tulis macam ni "kawan2x"

" adik, ni kalau nk msg ke, sms ke, blh la,, kalau blaja mana boleh guna macam ni, ni mst kes malas nih!"

sengih2 hamzah. buat correction balik.

hihi..mmg macam2 ragam la cik hamzah ni bila buat homework..

geram aku..sabo je la ~

愛を込めて::veeya::